Can
July 24, 2008

there ever be such a thing; a relationship with no major conflicts, where both parties are happy, content and trust the other person to not take advantage of you?
It’s been like three weeks, and I’ve been embracing for impact ever since. And as time goes by, I’ve been realizing that this safety net that I’ve been building underneath me, has just been there cause of some sort of soul-bound fear created from being so used to being let down all the time that when for the first time something great is right in front of my eyes I feel like it’s gonna come back and hit me in my big face when I least expect it.
Has anyone ever gotten that feeling? you know, the one where you feel like you are falling hard, and you just expect to hit the ground, but instead you just float?
I have. I have lost the fear of heights, and I’m not afraid to fall anymore.