What

a powerful thing you are, seriously.

I keep telling me it’s fine. I know that it is not remotely true. God, I miss you.

Don’t judge.

I like to keep this as a secret. And I’ve noticed that this blog has only been viewed 35 times so far. So I guess it’ll do.

It’s kinda weird to think about all the crazy things that I do. And it’s even weirded when I’m trying to explain someone all those weird things that I try to do. I always get misinterpreted as being boring or retarded, or at least that’s the impression that I get from most people.
I wasn’t born in a fancy big city, I don’t really enjoy plays. I don’t like opera, or musical shows at all. I feel that if I was up to me, I’d just leave and go live in the country. It’s not that I hate people at this time, I love my friends, I think that the group of friends that I have a the moment [or the main ones that I see on a constant basis] are amazing, and I trust them with everything. It’s just that there’s still a connection with my past, and sometimes I feel that I neglect it WAY too much.

I guess I never grew up, I’m still like a little kid. I’m a really simple guy who enjoys simple things in life. As retarded as that might sound I think that I could change any day of my life just to spend a whole another day as a kid, when it wasn’t weird to just spend a whole day outside doing things like playing on the fields, riding a bicycle going nowhere at all. Going to the beach aaaaaaall day and not come back till after dark. I wish I someday I find someone meaningful in my life and share all these things. Someone who can understand where I come from, the things that I enjoy, and learn how to appreciate the simplest things in life. Which I believe could be the source of all Happiness, and not just for me.

p.s. I still want to become a Taxi Driver.

pure wisdom

Taking advantage of people when they’re vulnerable results in bad karma
[That’s true]

There is a cost to anything that is worthwhile in life.
[I hope it don’t cost too much, oh]

When starting an adventure, be prepared for a long period of putting in before you can begin taking anything out
[I will, I will, thanks for the advice]

Stamina can be your best trait, because it can help you weather the storms
[It’s like a raincoat made of fabric, emotional fabric]

In business, if you give a little bit more for a little bit less, you are more likely to stay in business
[If you’re selling pizza give a bigger slice for the same price that would be nice]

When you see a behavior in a person that you don’t like, chances are you will be seeing it again; keep your distance.
[I will, all the douche bags please back off]

When it comes to dating and marriage, the good news is you only need one
[Hope I get a hot one]
That’s what I tell all the kids who are fretting, you don’t have a boyfriend or girlfriend I say I know it’s tough but you know you only need one so
[Break it down Lillian]
keep working at it. It’s not like you need to get a new one every week
[it’s the numbers game, you only need one maybe two]

Be careful who you step on going up the ladder, because you’ll need them on the way down
[I’ll avoid the ladders of the corporate kind]

Every organization takes on the character of it’s leader
[Uh-oh, America]

You need to be a friend to have a friend
[Unless you’re really cool, that’s a loophole]

All good deeds are rewarded, but we may not like the time table
[Want it now karma, now now]

I don’t believe that nice guys finish last
[They finish somewhere in the middle, maybe near the front, definitely not the last place]

Slow and steady will get you there a lot faster
[Like the turtle or a fat guy on a moped, you’re in place to place]

Your best quality is your worst quality
[Unless you’re a pedophile]

Finally, the golden rule says it all
[Golden people rule!]

And she is still wonders why i’m so insecure…

there was a girl emphasis on the ‘L’
she was noticin the detail as well
and the two of us found something with each other
previously undiscovered
hell is full of lovers
and the daylight is bright always makes me squint
but it feels like magic when it touches my face
suffocate myself
overwhelm myself
and let the sunrays abandon me floating through space.

then there was this one night
I stopped to watch someone bite the tip of a cigarette
to hold it in between her lips
never met nobody like her please brace yourself
danger danger
this might hurt
the playground feels a lot different when the sun’s out
she wasn’t messin round she came in with her guns out
screamin bout the ocean
anybody wanna go with me
never knew punk rock could be so pretty
now catch your breath and then catch the ball
and sit by the phone so you can catch the call
write catchy one-liners on the bathroom stall
here I go wouldn’t you know
still learning to crawl.